Im having weird dreams...and need help interpreting?
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i had a dream that i was lying in my car and a man was walking down the road towards my car. i hid under the covers and he walked up to the car and taped on my window. i told him to go away or something. he was asian and has brown dreadlocks. he told me he wanted to sleep with me and i said no. i made sure all of the doors were locked and went back to sleep. when i woke i saw him sitting in the front seat of my car. when i woke to see him i didnt know if it was a dream or real. i told him to get out again and for some reason he had my keys so i got them off him and kicked him out. i cant remember bits inbetween but i remember yelling out to my mum and step dad who were inside my house although i was in my car in the drive way. but nothing would come out of my mouth. i was screaming but no one would help. then i suddenly noticed my parents were on the road next to me unpacking shopping or something. i told them the random man wanted to rape me and they kind of just laughed and talked to the guy as if he was their friend but id never met this man ever before. he was only young and quiet nice but he was still trying to rape me. My older brother also came out of his room which he no longer lives in with a whole group of his friends and other people that i rekognise but dont know. i cant remember what happened when they were there. then all of a sudden my vision blurred and change from my eyes to my step fathers eyes. I was looking from his bedroom onto the street where my car was and watching myself get raped from his eyes through blinds.
theyre are some more blank spots and then i recall looking at my phone and seeing that it was only about 7 pm. but i went to bed at about 12 oclock. another girl somehow appeared in my car and then they were lots of people some how dancing in the back of my car with a strobe light. they disapeared and i asked the girl if she had the same time as me. she said yes and that she thought it was weird to because she also thought i was alot later the that. my mum then came out to my car and was winding up the back window of my car. i also asked her whatthe time was and she told me it was around 8 and that i was being silly. There are many other strange things that happened in this dream and many blank spots. i kept sleeping and waking in the dream but waking into that same dream again. it felt so weird but so real. when i actually woke up i was so scared. i found my phone, checked the time. it was 3 am. i ran inside as fast as i could because i truely belived that the man was still there. i told my step dad the whole dream and then sat in my room and watched tv to scared to go back to sleep.
a then fell asleep and had another strage dream that i was surfing and a really stange looking beach with my friend and my brother...i then went back to a tribal looking place and people were trying to poison me with darts. they wanted to cut my head off or something. but this second dream wasnt as graphic and realistic as the first so it didnt scare me as much. i also cant remember it very well. ive had other realistic dreams a few weeks ago when one of my best friends tapped on my window and woke me up, i got out and said hello then went back to sleep. another mate then tapped on my window and i got out and said hello. when i woke up the next morning the first friend said she didnt do it and wasnt there and the other friends said that he actually was there. sooooo....im a bit freaked out at the moment. i never use to have strange dreams but lately i do.
i d really like to know if they mean anything important.....
i just hope im not crazy or anything! haha
cheers...
Hmm.
Your waking subconscious, which becomes your dreaming conscious, seems to be integrating more closely with your dreaming conscious.
This realism could be a step toward lucid dreaming, http://www.dreamviews.com which permits you more control over your dreaming images. The fact that you wake up in your dream, is also another good sign of this.
Your sexual violence scene may relate to your emotions and relations with friends and family. It begins with your sleeping in your car, which is yours. Then you manage to regain control of ownership. Then, through your stepfather's vision, you see yourself violated. This could be an exaggerated image your dreaming conscious uses to portray your feelings of being displaced into your car. The tapping is
"The Masters and Their Retreats," Mark Prophet,
"The Master of Lucid Dreams," Dr. Olga Kharitidi, and
"Watch Your Dreams," Ann Ree Colton, are worthwhile.
As to your "crazy fears," feel free to call the licensed counselors at 1-800-525-LOVE http://www.klove.com 24/7 with any such dreams; even better than watching (some) tv at 3 in the mornng.
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